To love again.


Drowned by overflowing love
It killed me instantly
I was blinded by pain
I embraced the darkness
I've become the worst I can be
A glimpse of tiny light
Leading me to the right path
But I looked back and cried
I cannot forget nor forgive
And so it holds me back
Stuck in the past and misery
A sudden outburst of dwelling emotions
Another choice yet to be made
To see beyond the future
Once again I looked back
I saw pain and I waved goodbye
I tried to take a step
But the misery of the past
Keeps coming back
I encourage myself to be in the right light
I cannot forget but I can forgive in time
Just let the scars heal first.

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